Today's 17th May,Thursday.
Its the first day of our mid year examination. doing well so far,I guess so.
After all its only P.Am. The boyfie said he's confident with his answers,great :)
nothing much about today..just that again,when I scan thru instagram. I saw him liking other ppl's picture again. I know its not wrong to like other people's picture..either its a girl's pic or a random pic.
But i just got that jealousy feeling and its not about the trusting this time
Its about the Confidence.
Im not confident with myself. That's all.
I posted a status about the instagram thingy and later on deleted but too bad,the boyfriend saw it.
He asked me and I didint want to tell cause.. I want sincerity. LOL
I dont know la.
I think I have problem with myself. #mindfuck
But I know sooner or later Imma get used to it..and eventually get over it.
I just hope you know I'll have that feeling because I loved you.
I dont want it to be a wall or a burden for you. I just want you to act normal,be the usual you.
that's why I dont want to tell you about that status,because Im afraid I couldnt get the real you then.
if you understand what I mean..
last Saturday's picture,before tuition
he cooked for me...for the first time..and surprisingly..
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he cooked Maggi for me. and he cooked for himself too.
Maggi is like a big no-no for him and he hadnt eat for like more than a year dy?
he broke his record last Saturday. deng.
a picture of him during work last Sunday.
Ikr. Handsome and cute. LOL
whenever I have that feeling..i'll think of a thousand million reasons and excuses to not make me think of it..
Sign Off
Erica Bong
11.19pm
xoxo.
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